Wanted

So today I was supposed to go shopping for Booze amongst other things. But it ended up being a lazy day. I spent a huge amount of time in the bed. I really did not want to get up at all. Which is pretty much what happened yesterday. I am becoming really lazy. Why this is happening I don't know. I suppose its I just don't really have any reason to get up. I would rather just stay in bed as opposed to actually doing something. I think my reality is changing. From what it used to be something I am not sure I recognize. Well we will have to just wait and see it turns out. It's almost like I really don't care anymore. There is really nothing for me besides My Blog and a few other things like booze. Which could really be a form of escape since I cant be what I want to be.