Numb

I am feeling rather Numb and have been for awhile. What I mean by that is that I am emotionally numb. I don't really feel much of anything. I do get depressed but seldomly happy. I just feel wasted. Like everything is Blah. I suppose it does come across sometimes in the Blog especially yesterday. I can't say what it is going to take to get me out of this Fug. Because I have a feeling it is going to last awhile since I have been feeling like this for awhile already. Lets call it a type of Depression if you want to. I suppose part of it is knowing I will never be able to Come Out. Well that would do it for just about anyone.