Fantasy

So because I am closeted and have no chance in ever Coming Out. I have to dream about it. Which happens a lot. Trust me it's one of the things that keep me going. I know it's unrealistic to think the way I do. What if I won the Lotto. Then there I could this and that etc. What if were to Come Out and have enough Money to do Surgery well all the ones I would want. Believe me that would be a lot. So much so that if I did do it no one would recognize me. Cool hey. lol. Well at least I think so. So Dreaming is one way I keep myself Sane and drive Myself insane at the same time. For knowing that it will never happen depresses me.